I am fine to put your gun to my life

That was such a long time ago.

Actually, February 11th of last year. I never posted it.

It's actually a very emotional picture for me, even though it is...really ugly, especially the wings...but, I drew this one of these days when nothing feels right. When nothing makes sense anymore and I'd just like to disappear completely.

I don't remember what was the reason why I was so sad.

Oh, and the text is lyrics from a song by one of my favorite bands, Brand New. The song is called "You Won't Know". It reminds me a lot of Kenny and Kenny's little sister, Karen. I can't explain it, but if you read the lyrics you may see what I mean.

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Hey hey hey! Mr. Hangman,
Go get your rope
Your daughters weren't careful,
I fear that I am a slippery slope
Now even if I lay my head down at night
After a day I got perfectly right
She won't know...

So pray little K, love is just God on a good day.
And you can't blame your mother,
She's trying not to see you as her worst mistake
And I wish that I could tell you right now (...I love you)
But it looks like I won't be around
So you won't know...
You won't know...
You won't know...
You won't know...

So believe in me, believe them
You think I'll let you down
Well I won't
They can fire everything they've got
And when you think I'm sunk
I will float on and die
I am fine to put your gun to my life
And know I'm scared it won't fire right
You won't know...
You won't know...
You won't know...

You're never going to feel as full as you felt
So let's go outside and we'll play William Tell
Take your time drawing a bead
I'll stand as still as you need
'Cause you're so good at talking smack,
You heart attack
But you're the apple of my eye anyway
My smiling face that's on my head is on a silver plate.

So they say,
They say in heaven
There's no husbands and wives
On the day that I show up
They'll be completely out
Of their forgiveness supplies
And I cant use the telephone
To tell you that I'm dead and gone
So you won't know
You won't know...

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